Can't Think of a Thing

2011-07-14T22:17:00.002+08:00

Be contented, for you have almost everything i wanted.
Maybe you are unaware of it, but i am really jealous. You've got the looks, the man, the money and the power.
Maybe i am unaware that someone might be jealous of me due to what i have. But then again, who would?

2011-01-03T20:52:00.002+08:00

i dont know who is reading this. but anw, so 2010 has past and i have not really achieved anything much. so demoralising.... i am still under the control of my mom, and i cant seem to get out of it... well maybe it is my fault that i didnt do anything to rebel. but i just cant seem to do that... i dont want her to feel like she has failed as a mom... but that means i have to compromise my freedom? so much so that i have lost someone quite important to me? man... i feel dumb.... or shld i just blame myself for not being able to fight for this love?... even my friends are slowly slipping away... are you all prioritising? or am i being self withdrawing? or both? i really want school to start... to put my mind off the only thing that is making me feel sad and lost. and to see my friends again. so that i know that they are still there, like how they are always there before the holidays...

ok enough of being emo....

yupp. A new year= a new start! 2011! 18 years old. which means legally clubbing and car licence is not far away from reach! but first thing first, A levels!!! ARG!!!! damn scared! if you are equally scared, SCREAM!!! YES! i say SCREAM!!! ok enough of being retarded... haha Yupp. so i will be busier than ever, seeing SYF coming and hopefully Germany trip too! whao i can feel the stress boiling inside already! yupps so just to be mentally prepared!

2010-11-23T23:08:00.002+08:00

ok so my life is all of a sudden being filled with jerks....
and life is boring during the holidays... i kinda missed my books now... ( i tot i was having no life during the exams... but seems like i have even lesser life now! like WTH?!)

oh wells... going for JXY'10 on thurs. hope it would be good. but from what my friend told me, dont think it will be that up to standard... wells, we shall see k? haha! Anw, this few days, my allergy keep coming on and off. for no reason! or maybe there is... just that i dont know what is the reason lah....

I went for my teacher's wedding on last sat. it was not bad! haha then i went for concert at night.... the choirs were really good, but i still kinda doze off a little! haha then we met this weirdo... well they say first impression is very important! and i understand why so.... his first impression was really a flop! and i was kinda irritated by him... then come another second jerk... then that day was screwed further by my mom! haiz... the day started off nicely but ended in a not very nice tone... anw if you want any live updates about my mom, you can follow me and twitter! haha then the weirdo joined choir... haiz the rest though he was fine today... but i still dont like him... haha

so anw.. i think i would only blog after JXY... if there is anything for me to blog abt... haha kidding lah!

2010-10-17T16:14:00.002+08:00

ok so the stupid hormones had got me today. sick! i feel damn.. not myself. Like some emo kid that's going to slash myself anytime. haiz. this is one bad thing about being a girl. so tao yi jun wants me to blog my feelings out so that i wont feel so sian. so she wants me to type this: " i don't know why i am feeling this way.... must be the PMS" and " i dont know why... i am just upset" ok cut that crap kow. you can do better than that. yupp so i watched 3 idiots just now. again. to cheer myself up. not bad it did work a little. so i am feeling better. hmmm lets see. oh yesterday went church with my friends. then went dinner. end up i was the only girl there. then i was like..... but i am hungry! so no choice loh. haha. then they started saying, jo, your back nice. but turn in front... whao cannot look sia! then another one even better:" no... it should be.. er see the front after you see her back you will get a little disappointed." haha these guys... but at least they are better than my class guys. they will just outright tell you: " joc you are ugly. fool stop" haiz luckily my pms not that bad already. if on other days when it is damn jia lat. i think i will be crying now.... oh and that brings me into another point. Guys if you are reading this, forgive your girlfriend when they have their PMS. it is bad enough for them. they didnt want that to happen too. so next time your gf PMS, you just need to entertain them lah. haha
Thats all folks! haha

2010-10-15T16:18:00.004+08:00

ok so finally i survived promos! haha i am sort of partying now.
so while waiting for my 3 idiots to load, i am writting this post lah. so the class has been in this politics frenzy! is that how i describe it? anw WW3 in 1T17 is starting soon. Not sure when though. haha not sure how would it turn out. But one thing for sure, J2 will be damn awkard for all of us. poor us! The class is already quite seperated already. can you imagine what will happen after it?

anw straight after my last paper, i went out with the girls to shop! haha no guys allowed. but sadly gr and derek found us when we were at far east. but managed to escape and continue shopping like some crazy women! luckly the guys never see how we shop haha! then we went to new look after that! omg i tell you! the heels there are like...! OMG! damn nice! but also quite ex! ok i must say again, i am a cheepo person! haha so i am waiting to work and get paid so that i can buy the shoe! haha!

then the next day when with the guys and yj to laser quest! haha it is quite fun leh! can relive my childhood dreams of being a police! haha quite embarrasing i must say, but it is just a dream la. think watch too much hong kong dramas then the police all like damn cool! haha anw, so 1st game was fun! but then i fell lah. i think i twisted my ankle or something. cos like quite pain. ok but still it was fun! haha and i am the last k? i am like 5th! yay. KL last! haha damn cute. roll all over the floor thats why kena owned! haha. but he smart next game he ran all over the place. so up his position abit! But the second game was not as fun. Because for SOME reason, i keep dying! yupps shall not talk abt it here.

Day 3 went out with the girls to the beach! haha i poured sunblock all over my body! then it works! i didnt get darker! yay! oh this outing also no guys allowed! haha went build sandcastle and played volleyball. we tried but abit fail lah. haha but still it was fun loh! haha if want to ask me abt the girls in general, i can tell you this ( to Jerome) Jael is very pretty and lady like! (to xiao nic and derek) Crys was very sporty and style with the shades. Eileen is like a celeb mom, haha and damn skinny! Just like the coconut tree trunk! hmm Jody damn cute! haha Jocelyn? just as aunty as ever! but the rest say i look like some tai tai! see got potential become future tai tai! haha

yupps thats all folks! take care!

2010-09-04T22:57:00.003+08:00

ok so many ppl have been asking me to update my blog! haha (jael and my xiao bai cai)
so... life was not bad in cj! made many new friends, enjoyed myself for the pass 8 mths. ok lets back track a bit. we had midyears... then our class mom left for uk to further her studies, then during aug, we helped out in yog. it is cool. but i made alot of enemies amongst the spectators... lols was damn pissed at them lah. tell them to follow the rules, they dont want, still want to argue with you... diao right? i mean if you are so smart then join the yog committee and set the rules! man.... some rules are set for a reason, so bloody hell just follow it! I am just trying to do my job by reminding them abt the rules, and they scold me.... man.... i am not the one who came out with the rules.... so what for vent your frustration on me and my friends? and most of them are Singaporeans.... if you are unhappy, go ahead, complain to my supervisor! i dont mind! ok enough of that.... erm besides that i made a few nice friends. cool people! haha so that is that.

Then when we resume school after the 2 weeks yog duty, i was told that i failed my napfa. hehe not that i am very fat.... ok i am fat.... but still... ya i could have gotten a silver ok? it was my standing broad jump that pulled me down to a bronze. but too bad cj needs you to get a silver or above, or you fail... so ya i failed cos of my broad jump. but the teacher say i have the muscles, i just lack the techniques lah... damn saded. haiz oh wells what can i do? just tell everyone i failed my napfa loh! haha

erm so now the highlight of the month is to prepare for year end promos. hmmm... still trying to start my engine. but the fact that i am typing this blog post shows that my engine is not fully warmed up yet. well i am trying to pick up the momentum. so give me some time lah. hehe

so if you are reading this post pls leave a comment on the tag box below! haha go ahead flood it! yay!

2010-01-30T12:02:00.002+08:00

So i went to my new school, CJC. attended the orientation. the guys in my group were damn enthu, but the girls were not, so i have to follow and keep it down. then the girls will not talk to the guys and the guys will not talk to the girls... but anyhow, the first two days were tiring, maybe because i still cant get use to the 'wake up early' routine. Oh wells i would be in another group starting Mon, because we will be going into our classes. we had to choose our combi, so i picked PCME! yay but not sure if i could get in, since so many ppl are going into that subject combination. cant wait for next week's dragon boating... missed it lah. went to try it when i was sec one, and then i fell in love with it, but too bad didn't get to do it again...

tried making Oreo cheese cake today, and i am waiting for the cake to be ready, hope it is a nice one! lols

2010-01-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

in just a few days i am going to go into my new school and start another phase of education... man i will definitely going to miss my holidays...

Anw on sat, i went out for dinner with my family. and so we were waiting for a car park. The queue into the car park was very long.... so while waiting, we saw quite a few cars coming out of the car park, but the line did not seem to move. then when finally we got into the car park (after 30min). to our horror, we see a man trying to park his car properly... he twisted and turned the car here and there, went forward the reverse. then he tried again and again, but was not able to park into the lot. then i think a man from the waiting line stepped out of his car and lend a helping hand. so i think for 30min, this guy had been trying to park his car and was blocking the flow of traffic. My father also noticed that he had a just pass sign pasted in the front of his car. but i was wondering why didn't the guy park his car at home and take a bus or something. he should know that sat nights are peak period for people to eat out and havoc. He should at least practice his parking skills first before driving out. He could conveniently practice his driving skills at the multi storey car park next to his house. Go to the top deck to practice or something, he cant be so selfish and block the rest of the line. i mean people need to eat. maybe the car park was quite full, but still, he could be kind enough to take a bus, knowing that he cant park that well and that malls will be packed with people driving cars. That's the thing with all humans including myself, we are selfish creatures. or maybe we could just be ignorant to other people's feelings...

2010-01-22T21:53:00.004+08:00

Went Karaoke with hui yee, jian ping, and xin yi. we were suppose to meet at 10.30am because K lunch starts at 11am. then we also made a deal that the latecomer will treat the rest to something ( this is to prevent what always happens including today). So i set off early from home, and even made an effort to wake up at 9am. Then when i got out of home, i realised i forgot to bring my umbrella, and i am going to be late. so i phoned jian ping and hui yee to ask if they brought. And guess what? jian ping told me: " eh i never bring leh". joc: " then how here raining leh, nvm where are you now?" . jp: "oh i am at the Mrt, er... tiong station". joc: " what tiong! eh thats damn far lah, you need like 30 mins to get here, and look at the time, 10.15 already. you damn gg leh". jp: " hehe." then another one. joc:" hui yee did you bring an umbrella?" hui yee:" yah i did." joc:"ok where are you?"
hy:" er bus stop." joc:"which one? dont tell me is the one at your house..." hy:"yah how you know? so clever." joc:"wth?? thats like....gg". ok so i went back to take my umbrella. ended up we all were late ( hehe). i reached at 10.42am but i am still the earliest.( haha) ok so next was jp, then xin yi, then last biut not least hy!!!!! then she was suppose to treat us right? but she said she did not have enough money with her. then we had a deal secretly... she will only treat the first! so that's me! haha so anyway i will still get my treat! (yah but still in the end she never give me a treat loh.... haha hy you owe me one!). ok so we finally made it to the karaoke itself. and we created a havoc inside. like really very unglamourous. we were dancing and jumping around. and we were so afraid that they had security cameras in the cabin.(that will be that most.... horrible thing). ok then we went to jurong point and did CNY shopping. it failed because only hy bought her shirt.

so thats for today... hehe!

2010-01-16T18:21:00.003+08:00

i realise something about humans. they like to... you could say fault others for something that had gone wrong, when they themselves had also done that same fault before. for instantce, like a mom blaming her kid for being picky with his food. When all the while the mother had been picking bean sprouts out of all her soup. Then another example, a man was driving on the road one day, and he stopped behind a car that stop illegaly in the middle of the road. he cursed loudly saying that the driver should not be so inconsiderate and selfish for obstructing the traffic. His daughter turned around to see if any car was stuck behind that car like her father. To her surprise, none. Then few minutes later, the man received a call, and he started talking into the phone for a long time while driving. the girl was shocked! her father was just faulting the driver for being inconsiderate and breaking the law, the next minute, he himself was breaking the law and being so inconsiderate for her life! man... i think this is totally ironic! i mean thats humans for one thing. they dont step out of themselves to see what did they do wrongly before they condemn others. Haiz... we humans...

2010-01-12T13:23:00.002+08:00

had been down the whole day yesterday... i pondered for the whole day, tried to escape the topic with my family. the more they consoled me the more i felt useless. so finally, i thought it was time i should let go. no point crying over spilled milk. although i still feel self pity sometimes, but i was able to get on with life. no more that cry baby. i struggle to live life normally. and i did it! i am not so much affected by it.

i am myself again with more frequent PMS i suppose....

2010-01-11T21:42:00.002+08:00

i collected my results today in school at 2pm. as i waited to get my results, i still had a slight hope that i would do well. when i realised the whole cohort passed their English, it further gave me hope that i could do well. then it was my turn to get results. i was both excited and nervous. what a weird combination... so i went up to the teacher and get my results. my hands shook unwillingly as i tore open the damn thing. then i was crushed when i saw the little numbers beside 'L1R5'. i was stupid enough to even think that i would do well. for 10 years of education, i didn't expect myself to not meet my expectation. maybe my results might be not bad for some people, but i just cant accept the fact. i don't know... maybe it was PMS or something...

i really thank all those people that was concerned about my results, and i am also very sorry to ignore all the messages and calls... maybe i just need time to accept this fact.

2010-01-01T18:09:00.003+08:00

It's the new year... a new beginning for many things in life! soon i will get my results and then i will need to choose my school. it might be a tough choice or a easy one. who knows? following it i will start studying like cheem subjects and meet new friends. This time it will be a little different, anyhow i am going to a mix school. a different environment means new challenges and unexpected outcomes. All this just seem so weird. i dont know maybe i am too tired thats why i sound so emo...

Yesterday some LOM ppl and i went to pris hse to countdown. We played and eat and talk and watched tv. i tried to set a new record for myself for not sleeping throughout, but at last i cant take it anymore! i slept... or rather i tried to sleep. then when i am almost falling asleep, i will hear something like *Stalin is better* or *Japan started the war* then *opposition party*. dont get deceive by their looks, although they are guys that are like young, their volume is like a deaf uncle talking! LOUD. When finally they all stopped talking and start falling asleep, it is 6plus in the morning.... i dont mean to say like they cannot talk, but i think they should try to soften down. it is damn cute lah, their volume will increase gradually, and then till a point that it was unbearable, we say keep your mouth shut, then they soften, and then they increase the volume again! haha it is like a routine! But anway i thought yesterday's trash it out session was kinda cool. i really hope we will all keep the secrets we hear within us and not spread around. ok then we slept for 2 hours in silence, then i set the alarm to 8.30 so that we can all wake up early. but unfortunately, when the damn lound alarm rang, it was right beside renyi's ears! i think that made him alert instanly! totally effective! haha sorry... i didnt put it there on purpose... oh wells... i think he will forgive me! we had breakfast at macs then headed home.

i went straight to my popo hse to bathe. then after that go eat lunch with my aunt and cousins at a chinese restaurant! then go to the airport to sent my aunt off! throughout i only slept in the car for a few minutes... then i went back home at 3 plus then sleep all the way till 6! power sia! hardcore! i am very proud of myself! haha...

so i shall wait and see how things go!

2009-12-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

My aunt's friends are here today from Australia, so i was with them the whole day. was fun actually, brought them to have lunch with my grandma and then vivo for shopping... well i would say they speak real fast. cant really catch what they were talking abt. but i tried and it was not bad, could grasp almost 95% of it! hehe

anw tomorrow going to catch a movie with my LOM friends. But we all have not decide what to watch, so..... haiz. haha ok i really have nothing to say so er... Bye?

*coming back with more exciting infor!*

2009-12-10T20:59:00.002+08:00

Because i am having xmas party on the 18th and the 20th and i nee to fit into my dress, so i went jogging today(to try to slim down a bit). yupps. planned to buy that k cereal to eat but didnt. Anw, maybe it is because i too long never exercise, so after that few (ok maybe alot, but i lost count) rounds, i was feeling giddy and stuff. it was bad.... real bad... So i had to like rest in mummy's car. haha damn embarrasing...

ok i was slow enough to realise that the school beside the track (not really a track, but just call it a track lah) is my school!!!! damned right! i was slow... real slow. haha yupps then i saw my teacher. again i am too slow to react to call him so haiz.

ok ttfn~!

2009-12-09T22:24:00.008+08:00

ok so now that i have a new blog skin, i am updating my blog! since.... very long time ago! Thanks to Paul i am encouraged to update this thing. Paul changed the blog skin for me! Thanks Paul! well i was busying with my o levels and had to mug hard! so now that it is all over i have the time to do all this. Frankly speaking i have not much confidence in my o levels... i mean, the papers turned out weird. But since i worked hard for it, i will let God do the rest and trust him for that!

i am currntly back from prom chalet, Hong Kong trip and JXY camp! It was fun and very fun! Talking about Prom chalet! hmmm.... i had a surprised mini bdae celebration! didnt expect that, but of course it is called "surprise", so i shouldnt expect it to happen! hahas... yupps i was very touched! (i meant to be serious) then we wanted to stay awake the whole night to talk... but ended up... only 5 stayed awake, but 1 sneeked off to go out with boyfriend so... that doesnt count! 4 warriors were strong enough to keep ourselves awake!yay! we (by saying we i include myself into the awake group) wanted to go for a walk, but we were too nice, we didnt want to leave them there cos the door cannot be locked. so we stayed and talk outside the room!(so nice rite?)

Hong Kong trip was not bad.... the only thing i missed was the hot guys there! almost everywhere i turn i see one! haha thats a girl thing, to look out for hot guys everywhere we go. But then the shopping was good! shop till my leg hurts....yah but i still liked it!

Jxy camp was another camp not to be missed! (i sound like i am advertising JXY) but trust me it was not bad! well made new friends and caught up with the old ones.... not bad! but sadly my sp left before i see him!!! (because i went on the third day, hk trip clashed with Jxy) and obviously i missed cluedo. nut i disnt miss shen xiu and kang le. good!

got to catch New Moon with Isma today and guess what, it was not as good. i thought the werewolves are altogether better looking than vampires.... trust me the scences are damn draggy....and all in all i didnt like it so much...(sorry to say that) but i think the book is really better ( far better).

today my Ricky boy bdae! i was nice enough to buy him a cake! such a nice person! and isma commented that i was cute because i did that! i dunno why go ask her yourself eh?he was eating it happily like that was the best thing he have eaten! haha duh cos i bought it hehes. oh btw Ricky is my dog!

2008-12-24T12:29:00.002+08:00

yeah so the malaysians left. spend the 3 days with them and stuff. brought them arond singapore. cool.....i didnt get lost at least. LOLS..... was very sad when they left. didnt have a chance to say a proper goodbye. cos i was careless enuf to forget their christmas present and left it at home. so i went home from bugis to get their presents. mom curfew me 8 reach home. so i rushed down to cck to pass them their presents and then rushed home. LOLS didnt like stay for long so i just went home. sad and very sadly. then they called me at night round 10 plus. was very touched. they like thanks and thank you and thanks again. held back my tears.... hahas yes i cried. so embarrasing. just dun laugh. yeah. so i didnt manage to hold it. thanks for the memories......... the cycling and crashing into yee hsiong's bike and a sign board. the yes man movie where i just said 'like waiting for him to die' and everyone laughed. LOLS so many more. yeah take care ppl. see ya soon!!!!

2008-12-19T22:42:00.002+08:00

ok ppl correction for yh sake. so the second last poem that i posted is his. sorry yh.

well i went out with two of my friends today. lols. went window shopping for awhile before we went into the cinemas. so went to this shop and saw this bracelet thingy. those that cannot be adjusted and they are solid. so i just fit it into my hand. *itchy hand* and i told my friend this,"i have a friend and she got this, i can put it in to a point above my elbow" so i pushed it all the way. yeah i got fatter and cant take it out. OMG damn embarrasing i tried damn hard but cant, the sales girl came towards us and like starring at me or rather my hand. Oh MAn..... it is not good. well luckly i took it off just in time. then we rushed out of the stall lauging out loudly. the LOLS!!!! yeah. quite bad. my arms hurts. well we went watch BOLT. very cute. very funny. go catch it. real nice. kk ppl thanks for reading.!!!!

2008-12-18T23:23:00.002+08:00

Joc is her name
getting lost is her game
her aim sucks!

Man this guy could pee,
as far as he could see,
he tried to flee,
into the sea,
his name sounds just like yee

I met this girl at a course
Her name is Clarice but she wana be known as rice.
She's as fair as a white mice but became as dark as a black dot on the dice.
Everyone was given a position & on the second day she was the vice.
Her hair is black & it would be easy to spot a lice.
Overall, i think she's nice !

Richard says he's a god,
we all say he's a dog,
As thick as a log,
as he doesnt jog,
this is richard, The god of dog

Joc is her name
getting lost is her game
her aim?
was to get the highest fame
but it was a total shame
she made the rain came
wif her singing

jocelyn,
oh she likes fluorosine,
makes me want to sing,
i think she likes shern ning

I met this boy at a course.
He's a joker & he goes HAHAHA.
But sometimes, when someone irritates him, he goes GAGAGA
On the night of bbq, he was hyper & did CACACA
The day of departure, he went SASASA

ban zai,
is NOT a sohai,
He is a noob hai,
and likes to pang sai

This is Nick
Pris calls him ICK

Rich is a dog
No one says he's a god
but he reads my blog
so i cant say he's a total hog
But he's definitaly not a god
I can tell you that

Man this guy could pee,
as far as he could see,
he tried to flee,
into the sea,
his name sounds just like yee

LOLs these are the 'poems' that the guys and gals in OBM made while we are online chatting. well some are quite offending so please dont take it to heart. pls dont believe anything it says. well the red one is NICK'S one. orange one is YEE HSIONG'S one. blue one is CLARICE'S one. dark blue and slanted one is BANZAI'S one. so yah find them if you want to gb them. LOLS

2008-12-18T21:43:00.003+08:00

yo ppls long time no type!!!
went to steamboat buffet with my family today. Well it is i duno what to say about it. i mean it is quite bad. food there isnt very up to standard. well i tot i saw one of my friends there. but luckily i didnt go up to say hi or sth or else it would be so embarrasing. well my mom took some pudding from some booth. but i cant find any tea spoon to eat it. so i ate it eith a pair of choopsticks!!!! cool? yea i know. tomorrow going jp's hse.watching them do project work. not bad arg. maybe watching some shows. yah maybe.

2008-12-06T17:12:00.003+08:00

Back from Outward Bound Malaysia.... Loves it. also back from band camp. Loves it too. finally now i have the time to blog about it.

so lets start from the earlier one first.... hmm well i came back changed. not totally but mostly. physically and mentally stronger than before, made alot of new friends, learnt alot of cool stuff, and probably know myself more. i dont know how to say it but it is just so...... unusual, unique in that sense. the kind of feeling i never had before. it is new and exciting. well i shall ont go into any further details about the camp or it might sound super boring. you will just have to try it yourself. it works differently on different ppl. but so far from what i can see from my fellow theresians and malaysia friends, it is one experience that we never had and probably it will just be in our minds for a very long time. a note to everyone. if you have a chance to go for OBML, do give it a try. you will definetely love it to the max. alrites some infor......... OYP/ACC 9!!! watch: Jerai. Group: 2. through the 10 days all our ppl in the group enjoyed each others company.( most of them) all in all i am very happy to meet them. guess what they are coming to singapore to visit us!!!!! 21 dec. into some friends of mine.

in my watch: sug, maya, nurul, lola, pavitra, divh, Jac, Wan rou, yee hsiong,richard,benjamin aka banzai, georgie and brian. and ME!!!! alrites

in my group: sorry too mant but just ppl from kinabalu and beremban...!!!!!

got pics to show: ok maybe cant take abit long....nvm next time.

ok
now to band camp. thins is the third time i am having band camp. but this is also the last time i am having it. also first time organising it as student conductress. well to us it was quite a success and was happy abt it. for maybe the first time the band bonded not by the games but by music. well i dont know how to put it but nvm. learnt new song, our set pcs for SYF. excited to see the end picture. shld be good. i hope. so band..........prove to me that you can k?

shall show you all the pics next time. it is taking quite a while.

2008-11-02T13:40:00.002+08:00

hihi sunday today but like yesterday i am still stucked at home.
anw went boston brass concert. they are fantastic!!!!! my jaws almost dropped when i hear them play. i was amazed by how good they are. no wonder our instructor kept encouraging us to go. before they played there were some other band that played or rather ensemble. they were good too. i really wonder how long must i take to get to their level. i suppose not at all. or not in my life time. after the concerts went to eat with my juniors went 7 eleven. as the concert ended at around 10+. when we reach 7 eleven it is already 11. yups then we passed the late night curfew thing. as i was the eldest there, it is quite obvious........ but we all went back safe and sound.tok my juniors car (as in her parents fetched her) home. her parents were kind enough to sent me right to my door step. thanks yi fang, and your family. because of me, her sisters needed to sit on each others' laps. (mind you elder sister) they are real nice in fetching me home. i think i brought my junior some big trouble. oh no! i am really very sorry.sorry sorry sorry. my fault.....

arggggggggg cant stand it i kept scratching myself accidentally. real painful. finally realise how pain it was for nic when i scratch him real hard on his palms. lols i am really very sorry.

my birthday coming up soon.!!! mag promised to give me a treat. not bad right. are you like jealous??? i wanted pepper lunch but she said i can ask for more.... but i am nice i am ok with anything, as long as she treats me. lols make me sound so auntie.....my birthday invited some friends over to my house then like planned to do some BBQing and maybe movie marathon. good idea? or should we have karaoke session? not much ideas.... hmmmmmmmmmm..... birthday coming up in just a few days. is it 8 more? or 7 more? oh no my maths.......... but anw i am really looking forward to it. wish me happy birthday!

2008-11-01T17:13:00.003+08:00

hey it is saturday today!!
i so happy!!!
anyway was stuck at home doing nothing except watching television.lols my life is just a very boring one.

ok let us rewind back to yesterday. it will be a little more interesting
so it was friday yesterday then it was clarissa (LOM)'s bdae. so went out to celebrate.
in the morning met simon at paya lebar mrt. and was totally late. sorry simon!!!! it hink he waited for quite a while.sorry sia my estimation of time is too bad. anyway then we went to tampanise to meet the rest. end up only 5 ppl turn up. er clarissa of cos the bdae girl, nicholas , jerome, simon and me. we met at the arcade and played for a while. quite bored lah bcos i am just not the arcade kind....went play air hockey. i lost to simon. so i gave up........... it is very bad.
anyway we went to eat at century square. and watched a show name Max Payne. quite a bad show. i am sorry if you are a fan of max payne. but i seriously dont understand the show.so walk out the cinema with some confused look on my face. when look around i see 4 other confused faces also.hopeless case. i meant us. lols. simon kept toking about how he dont understand and how bad the show was.30 min i guess untill nic stopped him. when shop around, saw nic friend but she seem to dont know nic. saw clarissa's friend also.
went home by mrt. simon and nic played some rough game. end up simon's nails can't withstand nic's fats.... it broke and blood came out.sad. it think it must be painful......

anyway have to prepare to go to meet my juniors. going for a brass band concert. gtg guys bb

2008-10-18T14:36:00.002+08:00

hey it is a saturday but i am stuck at home.
sad life. wanted to go out with my friends but they are not free. then mom went out with her friends, to sentosa. great!-_-"'.... then i am stuck at home with my dad. Made lunch myself.... but dad kept poking into the kitchen. cant stand it. he kept telling me to wipe the table so that the stains will be off. frustrating....... just because he was afraid that mom will flare up when she come back and find some stains on the table. wth... constantly reminding or i would say demaning that the table cleaned immediately. yah. but all in all my lunch was great. sorry dad for blogging about you.
oh no! i realise i have chinese homework! but nvm i still have sunday and monday to complete it. so not to worry so much.............:D... ok ppl gtg......

2008-10-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

long time since i last blogged.......since everyone is blogging about their results, i might as well do it too.
ok so i did fairly ok this time round. No failures!!!!!! i am so happy. Since the last SA1 when i first broke my personal record of not failing any subjects since i started school, i was a pesimist that i will fail another subject.
But luckily i did not fail any subject this time!!! No need for retests!!! cool...... so ok back to my results.lets start with english er...61/100 so that is an B4 good improvement for me all thanks to my orals!then chinese got an A2 and then maths still can make it... a-maths was not very good but i still pass.sciences.........er chem is 66/100 an B3 then physics 73/100 that is a A2. p-Lit was the worst. man just hate it. i study quite hard for that. i thought Lit was all about understanding the text. But i was wrong must really analyse the text. Shit... i cant even cope this how am i suppose to cope Midsummer's night dream??? Confirm die. yeah.
After exams life is quite boring. Before the exams i was like planning ahead trying to plan for things to do after the holidays. but come end of exams i did not do anything. or rather i have nothing to do.......
can some one like suggest something for me to do??? anyway enjoy your holidays ppl...
it is coming soon............

2008-09-02T17:00:00.002+08:00

it is long since i last bloged.
had no time to blog, plus continuous mugging for ca.... real tired. finally it is the holidays but i have loads of homework to complete.
had rock climbing today. i was a total failure in it. i am just really bad at sports. all my friends and juniors was able to complete at least one face of the wall. but i cant. maybe half of it and i was too tired. So i didnt continue. my friends did like 4000 times. and i sat there the whole time emoing. i was really disappointed of myself not being able to even make my way to the top. i knew i couldnt do sports but i just wanted to give it a try. didnt expect that to happened. moreover it was still fun. got to at least touch a rock. the band had fun. and i look in admiration.lols. Thanks for the people that cheer me up.
now...........waiting for nightfall to do homework and then watch TV. got band tomorrow so i have to kinda sleep early............... thats all for today..........

2008-03-28T17:17:00.002+08:00

i have completed the last layer but sadly i do it with the method. hehehe. i need a punching bag!!!! this few days have been quite alot for me.very difficult to cope. haiz.but anyway, tomorrow is a busy day for me!!!! piles and piles of homework is waiting for me and tomorrow have to go back to school to do some painting. then afternoon go back church for easter celebration!!!! captains ball. but sadly i cant play captains ball sia, i only can stand there and pose. so i dont think i can help the team to win or whatsoever.

2008-03-24T22:43:00.002+08:00

hihi blogging again. nothing much though, have not been mugging hard enuf these days. just cant bring myself to the pile of books. yups i suppose i should go study now. got captains ball on 29th of march so can relax abit.hope hope. then 30th march got renewal of vows. so i would say it is a weekend filled. lols
time to go to bed ! !! nite nites

2008-03-22T14:55:00.002+08:00

hi!!!!! my blog is revived now. but i am not sure when will it wither again.haha. anyways it have been a long time since i post a post. and now i dont know what to say. just came back from satyawake 2008. not bad. had a new experience and understand many more stuff that i used to not know and ws puzzled about. i finally realised that though i always doubt God's presence, he still loved me. no matter what he will still be therre for us. he died on the crosss for all of us.kind of holy though but it is a fact. i might sound holy and very i dont know what but this stayawake 2008 have really changed me. for the better i guess.kind of odd thoough not my usual self. not going around telling ppl how much i hate to go church.lols

anyway. mid year is coming although it seems far away. looks like i am going to have to revised my work. havent been doing well for my ca. haiz.oh and i have completed the 1st layer of the rubics cube. lame rite. but i know myself i am slow in logic stuff although there is a method for it.

2008-02-06T14:34:00.000+08:00

my blog is dead................i give up on myself.

2008-01-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

school term started and i am dying. wonder why i still have time to blog? it is because today got not much homework and i think human need to rest after a long week of stressful and horrible week. hmmm.... we got a school funfair coming up, chinese new year celebration, outings and so on. might be a busy year ahead. efl would be fun too (i think). anyway, my school funfair will be at 19th of april (if i am not wrong) then will have stalls and stuff. can invite outside friends family and stuff and it will be a big thing. our class is in charge of a game stall. i was thinking of suggesting a haunted house. but not confirm yet.

2008-01-04T22:16:00.000+08:00

hihi ppl!!! it has been a long time since i last blog. new year has been ok for me. some ppl wish me and stuff. never go for countdown or shopping. but it is ok i watched I AM LEGEND at 1/1/08. then i got nightmare that night. stupid me. then first day of school. new experience. got new friends and in a new class so i dont have much friends until now.hmmmm.... have been stressing myself up to complete my revision so i have no time to blog or read my friend's blog. keep trying harder for the ca1 coming soon.

2008-01-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year time to make my new year resolution!!!!
1. to be a better person
2.treat myself ,my family and my friends better
3.love myself more
4.score well for my exams
5.remember god
6...
7....
8.....
i dont know what lah. just hope for a better year.

2007-12-31T13:37:00.001+08:00

i got my confirmation dates and stuff. guess what it is at jan the 5th, 6 pm mass. so i dont have to go for sunday mass the next day!!! haha dont need to wake up so early. hmmm my confi name is........drum roll please.............BELINDA yupp belinda. so my full name will be jocelyn belinda kow yuen teng after my confirmation. yay haha.... today legion having countdown party at nigel's hse. but sadly, i cant go so i am stuck at home with me and myself. my dad go church for countdown my mom, i dont know where she going lah. so all in all i am alone. going emo again.!!! haha

2007-12-30T15:22:00.000+08:00

hmmmm two more days of holiday and school is starting soon. holidays really flew past very quickly. i didnt do much during this holiday. was slagging all the way. i will be sec 3 soon really very scared. i dont even know hat is path for me.whether i will cope with my studies or can i get along well with my fellow classmates. what if i fail my ca1?or not be able to make it to sec 4? so many things to worry about. dont know if i am ready for all this...

anyway i just remembered i havent finish my homework!!!! shit!!!! have to rush to finish it. how to memorise all those chinese sentences???? oh man i am in trouble. arggggg it is going to be counted in my CA1 results!!! oh my --- ahhhhhhhhhhhh.................

2007-12-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

hi!!! i am back from Band camp!!! it is like a 24 hours camp lah!!! but i really enjoyed it!!!! it is a fun all the way camp. we didnt touch our instruments at all ( except for the enzome competitions). we played games all the way. we got night walk in the night(like duh) everyone knows i am a scaredy-cat so i am very scared when i heard that we were having a night walk. who knows what pleasant or nasty surprises we will have on the way. it is a pair night walk so i went with xin yi. luckly she wasnt that sacred. on the way i was so scared that i grabbed her hand so tight that i think her hand almost broke.hahaha sorry xin yi did i hurt you? but after the walk i realised it was nothing much actually. just walk loh. i damn stupid lah. anyway after the whole thing we washed the stuff for bbq. then bath at 12 am so fun... then sleep at 1. me and my friends didnt want to sleep. cos we usually didnt sleep at the last night of band camp but the problem is this camp only have 1 night so we didnt want to sleep. we waited till our teacher in charge went out then we got up to play uno. finished the 1 game but guess what? our teacher in charge peep into the room then saw us not sleeping so she furiously stomp in. and wanted us to sleep. then she confiscated my friend's uno cards her mickey mouse hand gloves and my pooh bear. haha we got it back at the end of the camp. thats all folks

2007-12-25T18:53:00.000+08:00

i blog again!!!! er the last post was posted last night while watching some television program. now as i said earlier in the last post. my family is holding a Christmas party. as i had predicted earlier, it would be damn boring. and not surprisingly. it happened, as boring as i dont know what. man!!!! help!!!! and as today is christmas everyone is not online and nobody to tok to.everyone went out!!!! except for me!!!! so sadenning. then adding on to that! no one wish me merry christmas. can see all of my friends had forgotten about me!!! haiz just blame myself for being me loh... while the rest is partying outside i am at home blogging..... some one take pity on me. but i know one will answer me so ....

i realise i forgotten to blog about what happen on last wed. er..... how to start.....ok i know. it was xiao ming's activity. i got to know abt it though.......i dont know how also. anyway i went lah. i took mrt to tampanise station. then met jerome, jeremy,simon,kang joe,ian,shermaine and pris. still remember shermaine kena scolding at the bus stop by some random lady. sad for her. then took dont know what number bus to safra. went to the bowling thingy there and start to key our names in the com there then we start bowling. my score was straight 0s. so sad. why? cos my damn ball always go into the drain. sad. sad. ok i would say it was just because my skills wasnt good enuf then i cant control the ball. so it went into the drain. blame myself again. not the ball nor the platform.(i just got disconnected from msn) blah blah then after 2 tiring rounds we went to play other games. i went to play pool (however you spell it ) learning how to play. but i am still trying to aim properly. while the rest played air hockey and stuff. then we went tampanise mall by bus. hmmm oh then we went to watch movie.ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. the 3 little things are soooooooooooooo cute!!!! they tok like i dont know how to describe......so cute!!!!! oh er before that i was queuing for the tickets. it was selling fast!!! so we had to hurry. cos the show was staring at 2.15 and at 2.10 we started queuing horrible. we were all walking so slowly admiring i dont know what. so when we got to buy ur tickets, we had to sit like separately.i ended up sittig with shermaine ,abi and simon. with nick behind of me and shaun in front of me. through out the whole show i was like steeling shaun's food cos i was the only one that can reach him.!!! haha sorry shaun. then after the show i had to rush home straight cos my mum wanted me home immediately after the show. sad the rest went eat lunch. at 4+. haha oh i almost forgotten jeremy didnt watch the show so he waited for us outside the cinema for like 3 hours!!!! man if it was me i will just go home what for wait so long. really dont understand. yah i think thats all folks!!!!

2007-12-25T01:04:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas ppl!!!! it is er 1.06 now and when i finish this it will be like i dont know what time.... anyway i went for midnight mass. but it was like hmmm....so crowded!!!!! me and my family members had to stand for the whole damn mass and pageant. however it is spelt. then the pageant is so boring i almost slept.haiz.....then finally the mass finally started. in the name of the father...........blah blah....then is the first reading and so on... whao so long.my leg was aching like i dont know what....by gospel.haha anyway it was so crowded that we were pack like sardines....haha... then after 2 hours... it ended. than we sing JOY TO THE WORLD as usual. as the priest and the altar servers procession out. it was a little anti-climax cos the song is so lively and they walk so slowly.hahaha tomorrow my family is holding a party. yah so it will be boring day.so wish me good luck!!!! once again merry christmas!!!!

2007-12-18T14:47:00.000+08:00

almost forgotten to blog today untill abi said she was reading nicholas's blog. anyway, yersterday had conference call on chan's phone. with let me think.... er clarrisa,jeremy,abi,christian and of cos chan. i was watching Heros than clarrisa sms me tho call chan. and then when i called, it was so noisy that i cant concentrate half the time what was showing on the tv. then i miss Heros. we were toking abt is having split personailty a power to safe the world. yah then the show ended. i decided i should pack my room. so i went into my room to pack while the rest were toking about tv programes while i am listening to what happen cos i wasn't watching. hmmm... oh yah then jeremy started to speck chinese... than i say "pls lah, channel 5" christian didnt understand what i meant so he switch his tv to channel 5. then he realise it was the some boring show and there was nothing to watch so he ask why i said that. i explained the whole thing. so he say" then if i say suria means we must speak malay lah". Dumb. i am like pratically telling everyone what we tok abt on the phone.dumb.anyway.. have nothing special today.

we got band prac on this friday... i tot no more but in the end have.haiz. not that i dont like band practices. but the tought of sitting there for more than 3 hours playing the instrument without rest is quite a scary thing. and the good thing is we will be having band camp on the 27-28 of dec. although only 2 day 1 night, i still like it!!! cos band camp is a very fun thing!!! cant wait!!!!

tomorrow going out with legion friends. go bowling. Xiao Ming ppl organise so i tot i have nothing to do so i agreed.but the thing is i dont know how to bowl.than like so pai sei to sit there doing nothing. but i dont know how to bowl, wat if every ball go into the "drain" how. also very pai sei. Haiz.... try to learn lah. dont know what to wear tomorrow. any suggestions?

2007-12-17T14:55:00.000+08:00

i am back from ANTIOCH camp!!! was a nice experience. got to know new friends. and reunite with old ones. still wondering if i should join antioch.... hmmm got no school today so i went to my mama's office.nothing to do. so i read the lit book. TO KILL A MOCKING-BIRD. i manage to finish the 2nd chapter. the book is quite nice but alot of difficult words.(i know limited vocab lah) have nothing to tok abt. anyway thinking of a way to make money. no pocket money than have to go work but i lazy. how?!

2007-12-12T11:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to acs to help but guess wat?i tot i was going to die of heart attack but in the end i ended up being scolded by my instructor...........shall not tok bout that. the acs boys were naughty as usual, they were kids lah so i dont really bother. i was shocked of my life,it was my little juniors, they actually opened up to my teachings. i dunnoe what happened to them lah, funny sia. usually they will be running about playing a fool but yersterday, they actually sat down and listen to me and one of he older ones told them to sit down and not play a fool!!!! i was so damn shock!!!! they were so good boys yersterday!!! starting to love them!!!! hahaha....

i am still having the jxy blues so i was like reading the peoples blog to like see how they were doing lah. then i came across alexandra's blog. sorry alex, no offense. Jerome's name actually appeared 7 times !!!! shocking sia... then. havent finish reading the rest's blog will try my best to finish by today loh....hmmmmmm....nothing much to say...

yersterday had conference with my friends, shien ling and diyanah... toking biut when to meet and stuff. then suddenly i felt like i am not alone, i actually had friends that cared about my well being and stuff. really felt very touched. thanks guys

i am sick!!!!! it all started with a minor soar throat, then i didnt care about it, so i continue eating chocolates and other heaty stuff. then it followed by flu and cough... man now going to have fever. so damn sad lah..... God Bless me!!!!

2007-12-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

sorry ppl for that abrupt ending for my last post. cos my mum wanted me to sleep in the middle of my posting. so i had no choice to end my post in a odd note. anyways er yesterday was Christmas party for LOM Junior (Chinese). yay was quite fun lah though most of the time i was quite alone.ha ha anyway, lets not talk about saddening stuff. er.... ya i went home alone cos the rest went to pet's house to put stuff. then they went to tampanises mall to eat dinner. my parents were rushing me home to eat my dinner so i went home alone. the park connector was very long walked at a comfortable speed. but the damn connector was long, so my foot hurts went i reached the mrt station. i was praying i could get a seat on the train. but guess Wat?! all the seats are taken. so i tought i would get a seat went the train moved to the following stations. so i waited and waited but still no seat!!!!then went the train reach er... city hall, a huge crowd came into the train, i am still standing and the train was as filled as sardines in a can. maybe worst than that. i am not kidding or exaggerating, never in my life have i been in a train with so many ppl. CRAZY!!!! anyway... i stand through out the whole journey from tampanises to commonwealth station. my leg was almost breaking went i got off of the damn train.

today hmmmm... did nothing in special. i was just slagging but school is going to reopen soon, and haven't bought my next year's books. planned to buy it on wed. i haven't even touch my books for damn long. had been brain dead since er October when school closed. haiz don't know if i know what is 1+1 or not. OK maybe not that bad lah.

Tomorrow i planned to go acs to help out. hmm.... i don't know what will happen tomorrow but i think i would have most of my blood vessels busted. ha ha just kidding. anyway thank you all for reading my blog. i know it is abit dumb but hope you all like it!!!!

2007-12-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

blogging now.... hmmm today is the end of the confirmation class prep programe... so after the class, i went for chang nian da hui... also directly translated as long year big meeting... haha trying to be funny lah but cant make it.. today not much ppl go mainly ... the older ppl.... not much of noise but still quite ok....er we watch a movie called............drums rolls pls.............. FINDING NEMO!!!! hehe . althoigh i watched finding nemo before but this time was better cos there was lame jokes from of cos.... from christophere.

2007-12-06T16:33:00.000+08:00

hmmmmmmmmmm..........where did i last stop.... oh yar....... stoped at so oh yar cant take the scolding but i am glad they actually told me what i did wrong so that i can work on it and improve lah......dont blame ygz... i still love you all.....
Day 5,
last day
it was also sp reavelling day.......... guess who my sp was!!!! Simon!!!! my puppet. the reason why he got this name was because he was like a puppet when we practice the 1st time. but from then on he became better of cos. anyway it was the last day and every one was sad lah... so ok blah blah then pack up and go home. i waited untill everyone's parents were here.why? cos i was the first to finish packing... haha hmmmm......nothing much actually. but after everything all of the ygz was so tired i think we just dropped dead... after packing all of our personal belongings, we went for lunch at the nearby foodcourt. pris joined us and jerome and christian left on their own. maybe bcos they were too tired to even eat. after eating we went back and grab our stuff then we hop onto the taxi then went home.on the way home i was trying to keep my eyes wide open but cant so i dozed off....zzz..... i rushed straight to the bed even before i had a chance to take a super fast bath.so i didnt go for sunday mass which i thick all the ygz never go also. but yah i slept till the next morning er lets see.........10 am... hehehe i missed the first day's confirmation prep class. so sorry but have fun reading me blog bah

2007-12-04T15:41:00.000+08:00

i am back from camp!!!!
although i am very sad that camp is over bcos it was very useful but it is ok bcos i noe i would have another chance... some where in next year.
being a ygz in this year's jxy i personaly feel it was very stress.campers might think that being a ygz is a very honourable thing. but let me just give you a kind advice. that you are so wrong. bcos before being an ygz i was dying and hoping and what not, to be one but when i really became one, i regretted my choice. cos it was so stress and difficult. but this process of being a ygz and like going through all the ups and downs with all of the other ygz i really learnt alot. what they taught me and what i learnt when i handle differnt cases it was undiscrible!!! if i have a chance to turn back time, i would stil chose to be a ygz!!! i know i may not do my job well enuf but i really enjoyed the process...many thanks to all the ygz i love you.

now to what happened in camp
nigel-camp chief
angela-vice camp chief
luke, mag, me-shen xiu
christophere, cuiling, jerome-shi xi
mark, monica, christian-kang le
day one ygz arrived at chij kc holding school at 8+ then we did some praperations and waited for the arrival for the campers!!! and an unluckly thing happened to me!!!! me and monica was stacking up the 4th floor chairs then christophere came and say "why you all pack the room for what?i just need the first room!!!" then we were like.... i tot you told us that you wanted the whole 4th floor?! then both of us flared up then started hacking chris... then i kicked him but unfortuanately missed so i kicked the wall. my toes were swelling!!!! so damn painful!!!i almost cried out but no i didn't.. anyway after much rest i manage to walk.. and my fellow helpful ygz, cuiling and mag helped me on my wound. so the rest was cleaning up and i just sat there rubbing my swollen foot. felt so bad... sorry ygz... hehehe. then after cleaning up, i hop all my way into ygz room...then guess what? cuiling offered her poker cards so we gladly accepted it and me jerome and christian and cuiling stared playing black jack, sort of gambled with money, but it was fake lah of cos... so then blah blah... ok then nigel came we got meeting then he went off, back to school then pet came and deliver lunch. i can still clearly remember it was dry chicken rice. blah blah then we had dance practice. had to dance with my hurting foot....but ok can dance so i was fine in dance. er blah blah then campers came. i was at the registration counter, with christophere and angela. plus two other "bell boys" jerome and christian hahaha to bring the campers to the hall. anyway then kaimu!!!
nigel- james blunt
angela- avril Lavigne
christophere,christian,jerome-MCR
luke- justine timberlake
mag- gwen stefani
me- kelly clarkson
cuiling- rihanah
mark-the click five lead singer
monica-fergie
that was our rolls for the play.... funny. then after that we show them camp dance. looks difficult but quite easy. anyway than was wan dao. so campers were suppose to state down their expectations fro the camp. day end.... ( for campers but not for ygz)
we had meeting every night. so first day meeting, pet commented that the wan dao was not like a wan dao.. so we tried to improve on it!!!
meeting end at 4.30am slept at 5 am and then we slept for 2 hrs and woke up to prepare for the next day. then morning!!! mag was out for match and so left me and luke for zhao dao loh.... i tried to help luke with the songs and during group discusions i tried to discuss with my group in the very spiritual way, in the way most ygz do. yah it turned out to be fine..... so i was glad.... blah blah then after lunch it was my programe, i am suppose to be very firm and whan i got into the room i am suppose to ask the campers about their greatest fear. guess what, when i got into the room with that damn stern face, they got goose bumps... haha they were obviously very scared.... my progrme was a success!!!! then was cluedo!!!! robin was trying to help us with the setting of mood part. he ordered the whole camp to not talk for their dinner and after dinner befor cluedo.... damm shocking to see all of them not talking esp the girls!!!!
then i have to die at the end of cluedo at the 2nd floor toilet....
night meeting.... not much scolding from angela or pet or robin, it was just the part before cluedo cos we were all slagging so not enuf time to prepare ourselves. after night meeting me and christian got night duty from 4.30- 7 but i was so tired i slept at 5.30 then christian slept about 5.50am... both of us was so damn tired we dozed off the next day during some activities. and pet saw. so during night meeting we were scolded for dozing off. cos we were not suppose to show our tiredness to the campers but i just cant stop myself.
day 4 er..... cant remember anything oh we got da xing shi xi!!!!
we got campers tied up with each other then we want them to clean up the toilets tied together.... then after that got field cooking nigel, robin, cuiling and jerome went down to help in setting up the fire.... me? after washing the potatoes, i went around the groups to see if they need help then when i realised that i was actuallydoing nothing walking around so i decided to settle down at the ygz fire pit then holding a plate of potatoes and carrots so that i wouldn't sleep i watch as pet the chief cook. then when everything was almost ending, some one suggested we bbq bananas. so i tot of bbqing bananas and netaila... then i remembered that ygz have some netaila left so i brought it out and shared wif the campers and that i was scolded during night meeting....anyway let me continue.er than we have kang le. mass game was almost ruined by a bunch of footballers but luckly, mark insisted that we have to play the game so we didn't give in. we had to stop the game at 6 so campers have to play the game in a very limited timing. i was shouting like green grp go.... or trench commander hurry your grp is dying but no one heard, maybe becos i was soft of luke just covered my voice, then me and my big mouth commented that can ygz play? and i was scolded again in night meeting.
during night meeting, angela say " jojo did you tot what would happen if we have not enuf netaila to go around? did you think before taking out the netaila" then robin say did any of ygz helped during field cooking or all sitting around the stove? exept for some.... then he added on a ygz ask if we can play the mass game when she knew that the campers themselves dont even have time to play the game.... so that person was me cos i was the only one that ask if ygz can play... haiz.... kena reprimanded very sad but i know wat they meant lah.. they all meant well. but excuse me i am a human cant take so ....

2007-11-26T10:30:00.000+08:00

mummy is coming back tomorrow!!!!!! yay i can wash my hands off office's stuff!!!! so glad the past few days was damm bloody stress!!!! all the damn stuff i dont even know what the hell was that lah!!!! STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs but now that mummy is coming back, i can be free from that i dont know what.... camp is coming 2 more days!!!! another stress what if i screwed up!!!! How?!anyway i hate to say it again.......I CAN'T GO FOR BAND EXCHANGE cos it fall exactly as jxy...sad sad. so sad cant go!!!! victorial school's band is a very good band!!! more than 80 ppl. and that makes them a 80 strong band.... they got a damn good conductor a few damn organised leaders... hate to not go....( i heard that all from my leader thats why. not that i have seen them before) really want to go and learn from them.... but haiz haiz sign sign sign haiz haiz.... anyway i must enjoy myself in jxy lah if not i really dont fit to be called a kow.... hahaha it just came out from my mind.. i dont know why. 2 DAYS MORE TO CAMP 1 DAY MORE AND MUMMY IS COMING BACK!!!! 0 DAYS MORE TO STRESS!!!!!

2007-11-23T19:50:00.000+08:00

wow!!!! this is crazy!!! i found some one with the same surname as me!!! maybe you will think i am some insane. but my surname is like 1/1000!!!! kow!!! yeah that's rite!!! you never here this damn surname before rite?that's it,i found some one with the same surname as me!!!! yes indeed. KOW ha ha but too bad that person is from another school lah. maybe that person had been suffered the same discrimination as me...anyway we got band yesterday and today lips swollen already and tomorrow is coast guard family day er my band suppose to perform so i think we are doing fine with our repertoire. after coast guard performance is band exchange and i cant go!!! i really want to go!!! but i cannot. it is OK..i can take it. anyway happy holidays!!!!

2007-11-20T14:49:00.000+08:00

yo blog!!!! long time no blog!!! hahaha i havent completed my home work yet and i am still playing games on com and blogging! i am out of my mind man.... anyways past few days are quite ok lah. Saturday, both my parents left for isreal and on monday which was yesterday, i started my work at my mom's office taking over her job for the period of time. i am offered a $10 per day thing and for infor it is very little. But it is ok lah not much work also lah. $10 is okay lah i think. to kill time only lah. But actually since my mom was gone the whole office is like a mess lah!!! some times i really dont noe how to handle the cases!!! And the workers kept talking bad about my mom. Hurting loh. Worst still, in Front of my face like no body's business. mind them!!! i can hear that!!! it is not that i am deaf or something rite?! i think they tot that i was playing and i wouldn't hear what hurting stuff they said about my mother. but excuse me!!! i can multi task!!! (female have a higher ability to multi task than men) so i can hear what they say. EEEERRRRRRGGGHHHH!!!!! how can they say all that about my mom? although i always complained that my mom is naggy....blah...blah.. but still, she is my mom leh of cos i love her!!!! it hurts me lots when they say that!!!! anyway yah waiting for mama to come back let me see.... i think 7 more days!!! yay mama is coming back!!!

2007-11-15T16:22:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. things have been ok these few days.nothing much lah actually. oh that stupid contact lens was still taking my life lah. the right eye is okay now but the left eye whao.F**K lah! when i put in there is this stinging pain that hurts my eyes alot man. it is like i am going blind for first few seconds. okay maybe it is not that bad. but anyways i still dun like contact lens. but no choice i want to look better so have to put on contact lens loh. * sob sob*

2007-11-13T14:53:00.000+08:00

er....4 days after my birthday... i spent my birthday in a camp.... so sadening. but anyway got a surprise from my mom and was damn touched. few day never on the com , my inbox was flooded.hahahaha...the camp was ok lah not very fun and not that bad either. on the 29 nov- 1 dec got band exchange with victoria sec i will not be going cos arg i got church camp. sad sad sad. my section only left 2 person. my mummy and my mei mei. i very sorry loh. haiz counting down.... er 14 days to camp. hehehe. must ne mentally prepared for it. many things to do. i scared i will screw it up how?!

2007-11-05T22:50:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!!! haha have nothing to do.... sad got band today i laughed my stomach out man! is either Ms Tan was damm funny or i just contacted the laughing disease lah. the ocip girls missed it!!!! anyway 4 days away to my 14th birthday!!!! i want birthday song!!!! hahaha so thick skin.... but sadly i got camp on my birhday and worst thing is i got oral communication examination on my birthday!!!! so sad hor... *sob sob* haiz anyway luckly i celebrating my birthday on 8th of nov with my family... at least better than nothing lorx.... haha

2007-10-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

haiz today damm boring.... i have nothing to do man. have no band today and i am stucked at my mum's office and doing nothing....can some one suggest what i can do? haiz haiz haiz. bored bored.

2007-10-26T16:47:00.000+08:00

haha today is the last day of school!!!! Huray!!!! can rest and relax and i csn throw all my books away!!! our report gooks are given out today. my results were better than i have expected. so i am damm happy. i can get into any combinations without fearing i cant get in so i dont have to worry. but i really dont know what combination to chose. my teacher suggested i take the double science stream as it will be easier for me to cope with my studies. my mom wants me to take up the challenge and go into the triper science stream. i am afraid that i cant handle it and may even result into dropping one subject. i really dont know which one to chose.... some one help me!!!! anyway, i dropped out of the dance prom thing. first reason is that we have extra person. and another reason is some friend problem lah dont feel like talking about it. that will make me cry so i dont wish to say lah. today we had the deparaya concert. it is usual nothing special. we also sang the ij song and as usual, jeslynn will be in the middle of the circle as we go around her while singing the ij song.haha that was damm funny.

2007-10-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

i got back all my results. and guess what?! i passed all the subject. i think it is not bad. anyway i had dance practice for prom. er it is not that i am attending the sec4 school prom nite... but i am performing for the sec 4s. er unless we all passed the auditions... quite tired when i got home but still..... anyway today i went for dental check up and know what? i got 3 captivity in my teeth. when they did the filling thing it was damm painful. i almost cried on the spot.when back to school after that and thought of going for band. but unfortunately, when i got into the band room, my instructor said that band practice is going to be over and she even said "Bye". that was damm embarrasing, especially in front of my juniors....haiz what to do? i forgotten what time band is gonna end on, on wed. so i made a fool of myself and whala!!!! cow is embarrasing hersef!!!! nvm lah i can take it... thats how life works so it doesn't matter.

2007-10-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

er nothing special to say nor type. this few days is just normal. went cat class today . whao damm boring. tomorrow got church so must sleep early but today got good show lehx. haiz

2007-10-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

yesterday never post. i was outside the whole day so had no time to touch my computer. anyway i have a two days holiday. today and tomorrow. yay i don't need to see my maths papers. i did badly for both papers. sad *sob* . i heard from Yi Jun that we have like about 11 people that failed paper1. and 6 people that failed paper 2. i damn scared i think i failed. plus this is the final year exam and i am in sec 2 so i got streaming and so i have to pass in order to get into the class i want to go. very horrible, terrible and ........... you should know lah. it is a common thing to say. but anyway shall not let it spoil my 2 days holiday. i shall try to calm myself down so that i will look normal in front of my mother.haiz. i really hope that i will pass my maths. oh man..... pray had. haiz......

2007-10-15T13:41:00.000+08:00

ha yesterday went for curia.after curia we had to practice for dance for the year end camp. sad it was so difficult. first is the individual dance then the couple dance. the individual dance was like hell steps are so complicating.ok may be not so complicating but for this girl here without any dance hormones in me, the dance was a tough one. Couple dance was worst then hell. although the steps are easy but we are required to spin round and round. For the whole dont noe how many hours we have been spining like nobody's business. Crazy man. And they make pre camp on my birthday!!but it is ok lah i have no place to go to also. so i just go loh. today no school so i had time to blog.haha tomorrow got xiao zhu. haiz many stuff to do.luckly i typed the report already so i just had to go and hand in my report. and of cos i had to familiarise the programmes. i miss band!!! wonder when is the next band practise. Very long never see my seniors and juniors already wonder how they have done for their exams. oh i got a new haircut.some people might say again... haha cos i grew damm long thats why...

2007-10-13T13:28:00.000+08:00

Hi. found the Fart Chart. it is damn cool.it goes like this:

THE FART CHART
1.vain person-one who always loves his own fart.
2.Lazy-just fizzles
3.Friendly-likes to smell other's fart
4.Careless-farts in church
5.Clever-farts and cough at the same time
6.Unfortunate-tries to fart but shits instead
7.Nervous-stops in the middle of a fart
8.Miserable-can't fart at all
9.Proud-thinks he can fart the loudest
10.Sensitive-farts & start crying
11.Selfish-inhales all of his own fart so that others can't smell it
12.Damned men-farts in the bed then pulls blanket over wife's head
13.Confused-face is so much like buttocks,fart can't tell which way to go.

i think this is damn funny especially point number8. haha so entertaining.
it is a saturday today. Have to go for meeting at 7. i would miss my fav show. Sad... *sobs* But other than the meeting today i had no where else to go.plus i had nothing to do. life is getting boring after the exams.i had nothing to study about.Bored Bored bored. All i do is to watch TV surf the net and read a couple of new books.Chicken soup Teenage souls. Fist time touching a chicken soup book. Haiz i am getting to realise that i really had no life at all. Always stuck at home doing nothing in particular.anyways the book is quite nice.the stories were quite ok and understanable. Tomorrow going for another two meetings. quite pack so i hope tomorrow would not be such a bored day for me.
pray hard for that cos being lonly and bored isn't a good feeling......

2007-10-12T16:40:00.000+08:00

hihi it has been a long time since i post my last post.....Finally exams are over.the last paper was like yesterday.... still can't think of anything to do during the holidays... any suggestions?Anyway i will try to keep this blog alive. i swear i will try to. Today we had some post activity programme(it is some talks) haiz ... we had been stuck in a place for like 2 whole hours. although the second talk was more interesting, but still... when i got up, my butt was nump. Serious sia... Haiz. the speaker,named himself Coach Elgin show a fart chart and guess what me and my friends copied it down. it is kinda cool. but sadly i dont have it now so... will show it next time.And guess what is the first talk? it is some facial stuff. the teachers must have tot that we had too much pimples on our face thats why they arranged this talk.haha. just got back our papers. but only chinese and english orals. i improved alot for the english orals. i really realy love the examiner.She is so lenient. i am damn happy. my chinese is as usal lah. but i wrote off point for the chinese compo. but still ok. acceptable.
ok.... thats all folks!

2007-03-04T19:05:00.000+08:00

STRESS + Stress = More stress yupps live is like that in school. but i have a motto of myself!!!
Stress is just only a dash of pepper in your life!!!

2006-11-08T16:58:00.000+08:00

YEAH!!!Me birthday is coming!!!!Its tomorrow........... i just cant wait to receive my many presents!!! hahahaha.... so thick skin rite?! But tats me JOCELYN..haiz i had roller blading course yesterday........i can say it was fun *BUT*i fell on my butt leh.its okay cos first lesson tas why :D My butt is still *damm pain* leh Watever .........It is not the pain tat counts is the fun tat counts...........yeah...so i cannot cry.(tat is to motivate myself) i am going to buy # gong# today and watch..... so excited !!!!! TATS ALL FOR TODAY FOLKS

2006-10-21T12:54:00.000+08:00

long time no see guys!!!how is everyone doing? Exams results were out !!! i did quite ok..... it was better than wat i thought of.......... :)yeah but i am sooooo bored now!!! there is no homework liao.... and i have nothing to do!!! ( exept for blogging * duh*) but i would not get bored for long ...... bcos leigion camp and band camp is coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!one after the other.... leigion camp on 30/11 - 3/12 & band camp is on 4/12 - * i think* 7/12 ...... i think by the time i get home i will drop dead on the floor hahahahahaha!!! but it is ok bcos i like & love it YEAH!!!!

2006-10-17T09:49:00.000+08:00

yo poeple!!!whoa bored like hell arg!!!! nothing to do after exams!!!!! results of the exams came back already...........errrrrrrr the results are kinda good , i suppose.......... haizzz.... I went library with shien ling to borrow books . luckly it could kill time for me!!!!!!!hahahahahaha

2006-10-15T17:32:00.000+08:00

hi people yeah i have a blog .Nothing much actually ,but i really look forward to school.As i always say "It's so fun hahahaha" funny rite ? hey laugh lah!!!!! gee